New Returnings

ok so its not really new beginnings, because I have been with my lover for a whopping 15 months now... but it makes for a cool title if you read the following.

So, I'm finally back in my chico casa to stay. After having been to Boston and Alabama to see my baby and this being the first time I have set foot in my own room in over five days, it seems like i've been gone forever. It was a great holiday, and it was nice to meet the whole family (especailly since i'm hoping they will be in-laws one day). A total bonus I got to see all of my family and hang out and have a blast. But yeah th reason I put that title up is because after all the wonderfull time spent with wonderfull people I have returned home to an empty house, piles of laundry, and at least two or three loads of dishes, and no TONI! I love going to see my baby and I don't think I could get by without getting to see her as much as I have, but it makes it so hard to come home. When we are together my whole world revolves around her and it doesn't really matter what we do just as long as we are together. But when I return home and I am without her I feel like something is missing. I do things just to pass the time and for a little while I almost feel like I am lost. Bottom line, I hate being without my baby, and my life just isn't complete without her in it.