AAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Okay, not only am I planning on being Jack Sparrow for halloween (hence the title), I am totally frustrated. Last week we made my GRADUATE PROFESSOR cry... how pathetic is that. This week my ADD and my inabilaty to keep my mouth shut when things are boring and I get hyperactive damn near got me into trouble like a half a dozen times. I could care less about the class, but unfortunately I am one of those people who when they care less are totally unable to keep their mouths shut and pretend like the class really matters to them. Instead I get punchy and everything becomes a huge freaking joke. I bagged on the teacher twice today and although the first time went by without notice I'm pretty sure she caught on the second time. Crap I hate this class, now my grade is going to suffer for some stupid hippy teacher who shouldn't even be allowed to be a student in this course, much less be the teacher.
Okay so after that little rant and rave...
The rest of my life is moving along pretty well, aside from the fact that I got out of class early and was so excited that I could get home early and then realized there was no one here to come home to and no one to call to come over an hour early and make out with me or do anything to celebrate not being stuck in the torture chamber that is management 635. I know it sounds like i'm totally being a big baby and just crying about everything, but I swear life is actually going pretty well. I love my girlfriend and we've agreed that we don't have to have all the answers right now. Although I think sometimes we both feel like we are just procrastinating, it is nice not to have to save the world each and every day. Besides now we totally get to focus on just being in love, and I can't even tell you how much that makes me smile. Granted that doesn't mean that it is always easy, but its always worth it no doubt. (hey baby hey baby hey, Gwen rocks)
This whole positive kick is working pretty well. I have totally decided to focus on the good side of things, and although its not always easy to find the silver lining, I am enjoying being one of those people who for the most part is genuinely happy and excited about things. Plus having the most amazing woman in the world tell you she loves you about a million times a day is a definite plus. Now if only she were here and we could do something about it.... then I wouldn't be able to stop smiling.... but we'll save that for another time.
Peace, much love, happiness, and blessings to all
Okay so after that little rant and rave...
The rest of my life is moving along pretty well, aside from the fact that I got out of class early and was so excited that I could get home early and then realized there was no one here to come home to and no one to call to come over an hour early and make out with me or do anything to celebrate not being stuck in the torture chamber that is management 635. I know it sounds like i'm totally being a big baby and just crying about everything, but I swear life is actually going pretty well. I love my girlfriend and we've agreed that we don't have to have all the answers right now. Although I think sometimes we both feel like we are just procrastinating, it is nice not to have to save the world each and every day. Besides now we totally get to focus on just being in love, and I can't even tell you how much that makes me smile. Granted that doesn't mean that it is always easy, but its always worth it no doubt. (hey baby hey baby hey, Gwen rocks)
This whole positive kick is working pretty well. I have totally decided to focus on the good side of things, and although its not always easy to find the silver lining, I am enjoying being one of those people who for the most part is genuinely happy and excited about things. Plus having the most amazing woman in the world tell you she loves you about a million times a day is a definite plus. Now if only she were here and we could do something about it.... then I wouldn't be able to stop smiling.... but we'll save that for another time.
Peace, much love, happiness, and blessings to all

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